Wild as the Wind.

Today has been one of those days when you just want to smack a few people and tell them to get over it.
There is just something about people lately that gets on my nerves really badly. Its my fault though I know that, I shouldn't have such a short fuse, but some things just can't be helped.

I Found A Reason

Today if possible, I feel worse than yesterday.
I'm getting so angry with people and so upset with things, things which aren't really that bad.

Stacks.

So I'm not quite sure how to feel right now.
For one or more reasons I'm feeling a little lost, a little stuck in that lost place. Hopefully I'll find my way again soon, as for now I'm most certainly nowhere I want to be.
Getting lost is only good when you find somewhere new, somewhere you'd like to visit again; I don't want to visit here again. Ever.
I say the things I don't tell others. No one checks this place, its fine, this is the place that's there for all to see yet no one looks.
Hidden right in the open.
Hopefully a good nights sleep will make me feel better in the morn, if not, I guess I'll don the mask as per usual.
Everything is fine as long as its viewed from behind a wall.

A Cold Wind Blows Through Your Door.

Todays shoot with Deary went well. We got through the photos she wanted for her work and then we got to shoot mine. I'm happy with the result.

Internal Dialogue

I got another fantastic reply off Dave McKean yesterday, though still not what I should have been asking about...well not the most 'pressing' of things anyway.

Bad Romance.

Now usually I'm not really a fan of Lady Gaga...at least I never used to be, but since the release of Bad Romance and its obscurely beautiful video I simply adore her...though I must say on the MTV awards she looked like a walking piece of surreal art - masterpiece.

Anyway...today I 'contacted' ...tweeted...the amazing Dave McKean about his work and got a fantastic reply, I'll sleep contently tonight!

Power-Trip Ballad

Maria Mena ♥ !!!

Well today has been both good and bad, did a photoshoot with Deary, a makeup/styling test for a project I hope to do at uni...preparation is key!

But then a whole load of other stuff stressed me out and full on upset me, so its a win lose day for me today.

Go Make A Mess Of Yourself

Thomas Dybdahl, take a listen.

Can't believe I didn't post this as soon as it happen if I'm quite honest...but...I've finished my first book/novel...about 140,000 words and about 440 pages. Soooo I've now started book 2, though I haven't added to it in a while, so I'm going to have to get my lovely writing escape back. This world is far too uncontrollable for my liking.

Never the less:

• The Awakening is complete.
• The Mirror Edge is in progress.

Russian Roulette

'And you can see my heart beating. You can see it through my chest. And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving. Know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger'

I completely fell for this song, so having had it on repeat the most of the night after Coraline, I decided to edit another photo. Great form of thought distraction.

If only I could truly escape.

Grow Up and Blow Away

I got my contact print done today and 2 prints of the, pretty much only photos on the roll that were in focus...bummer. But nevermind ey.
So I got those prints, but not on fibre paper, I need to purchase some of that delightful stuff and then get to working with the trays, on monday.
Tomorrow I'm hoping to scan through some old photo albums and grab some photos for a possibly tutorial on Thursday. Though I'm a little undecided as to whether I really want a tutorial yet.

Today has been an ok day, I'm going to finish it with a drink though. I haven't had one in a while having said to someone that I'd cut down/stop.

Blue Lips

Personally I think everyone should listen to a bit of Regina Spektor from time to time...indulge in her brilliance.

Today has been pretty interesting really, did some contact sheets then when and photographed some random stranger old men in the street with the Hasselblad and then came home for some tasty food.

I'm excited that I've got the new A Fine Frenzy album on its way 'Bomb in a Birdcage' I'm a little excited.

I'll update with the some photos soon!